Scare Deep in Heart

I dont know how long i can be free like this

When i close my eyes

i am scared

i dont know what will happen tommorow..where i will be ...what i may be doing

How do i know... its the wright decision what i take

i have always said in my life

i got everything what i wished for

but when i think properly thats not true

it has never been like that

i got something simmiler...and i was happy about it..or i always pretented to be happy

thats maybe true.....thats why maybe i`m scared now

But in future i dont want to be satisfied with thinks i get....i do want to get that what i wish for

i want to be happy about that

atleast once in my life

and that must be the most important thing in my life!